The anniversary of the first of my three miscarriages is coming up and has created a very raw feeling.
Mostly, it feels like I am standing in the shower and the emotions are washing over me; some remain on my skin like droplets, others fall to the ground and wash away.
I am still not sure how I am going to emotionally move thru the day.
It has been two years, but it feels like it is about to happen again.
Like my body needs to relive the fear and sorrow.
I am just not sure how I can do that.