Saturday, September 17, 2011

Impending Anniversary


The anniversary of the first of my three miscarriages is coming up and has created a very raw feeling.

Mostly,  it feels like I am standing in the shower and the emotions are washing over me; some remain on my skin like droplets, others fall to the ground and wash away.

 I am still not sure how I am going to emotionally move thru the day.

 It has been two years, but it feels like it is about to happen again.

 Like my body needs to relive the fear and sorrow.

I am just not sure how I can do that.

5 comments:

Illanare said...

I am so sorry. Thinking of you.

Stinky said...

I'm sorry hon. These anniversaries can really hurt

Kitty said...

I'm so sorry. I wish there were words that could make you feel better but they never seem to be enough, do they? I am thinking about you and wishing you strength.

Nicole said...

hugs lady. i can only imagine how hard this time is for you. take care of you and do some sweet/special things for you.

annoyed army wife said...

I can't imagine what you are going through. My heart goes out to you.