Monday, April 25, 2011

My Birthday



Today is my birthday....last year when I discovered that it fell at the same time as NIAW I was heartbroken.
I wanted a break from what I carry as the darkest part of my heart.
I realize now that it is not a curse, but a scar, a story.

I am a Barren woman
I have been to dark dark places, I have felt sadness with no end
I have cried to the point of dehydration
I have been lost
and I am still alive.

10 comments:

Stinky said...

All the best on your special day. Hope you can celebrate your SELF, not the 'I' word part of your life

Illanare said...

Wishing you all the very best today.

stink-bomb said...

happy happy birthday!!!

be proud of that scar, it shows how strong you are and continue to be...i wear mine with pride...

~x~

Kitty said...

Happy Birthday! I hope it's a wonderful day, with no dark clouds hanging around :)

Nicole said...

Happy Birthday!

Embrace your scars. You are tough and wonderful!

I hope your day is a wonderful one.

awomanmyage said...

Bloodies but unbowed.... Happy birthday!

ICLW

awomanmyage said...

Sorry, I meant to say "bloodied but unbowed...."

Lora said...

Hi from ICLW. Happy belated birthday! You show great strength in your words and that is admirable. Hopefully this will be your last birthday living with infertility.

Fran said...

Happy birthday and happy ICLW week too. Beautiful post.
Love, Fran

ICLW #131

Mali said...

Here from ICLW. This is beautifully written. I look forward to reading you more in the future.